I have called the hospice team. Not because I am immediately dying (though I could) but for the help they can give us with this process. I think until now I have been sort of in denial of sorts. Oh I know I am fading but now I need help with fading. I will be staying at home for this part of the journey.
Our daughter has been here helping for a week - it has been great. There are just so many tasks I can no longer do. All our kids have been great - checking in - offering to do things.
But time for more intensive care.
Friend visits are cut down to about 5 minutes with no wearing of scents!
Anyway -- just to let you all know where I am.